I...

I AM: not a girl, not yet a woman.

I JUST NOW: did a blur thing, I tagged wrong infomation...

I SAID: something wich is meanningful...

I WANT: watch DISNEY live and eat goose liver once in my life

I WISH: live happily and healthy, sleep soundly everyday, can see the world whenever I open eyes

I HATE: people cheating at me

I MISS: my family, friends, bed, my photo album...

I FEAR: height!

I HEAR: my mother calling me!!

I WONDER: how is my life would be if I unable to enter uni

I REGRET: not doing the suitable thing in the past

I CRY: deep in the night, let me alone or lend me your shoulder

I MADE: people blur?

I START: feel sleepy

I FINISH: blogging

I TAG: as nefesco tagged me!

Thin??

What happen on me? Why I become thin and thinner? SInce I still maintain my diet and have my meals everyday. So wondering...whenever and wherever people meet me, they will say" why u look thinner recently?"

Slimming is beauty. Many people keep on diet to keep their body fit. While I dont have to do so. Maybe it is caused by pressure or meal disorder. My weight still on the same. Hehe...

Hope that I am slim and healthy too.

p/s: this semester my major paper consists of 3 papers with 100% course works. HUh...difficulty breathe...

The Life Changing Moment

My life is changing when I was enter into secondary school. When I was form 1, I joined drama club. This change my life. I participated in drama activities and learned a lot of faces expression. My tutor is very funny, he liked to act like a girl holding on the chin when we are asked to do some action like a model. It is very funny could you imagine a man always do that action when he is asked to demonstrate some action? I learned cat walk, and how to show ur self-confidence on the cat walk. (That's why got some people said I walk like a model ;) ...juz joking)

I learned from the games, learned how to trust people and prepared the emotion for different condition such as crying, laughing, loving, anger, sadness and bla bla bla...

It is quite fun and i have many sweet memory during my drama life. Although there is still a lot of sad cases happened but i still very lucky to say that i have no regret to join in the drama club. I change from a very very quiet person into more extrovet person. From participating the activities which involving in contest i learn drama skill from others and it widen my eyesight. Although i am not really good in acting but i really enjoy in drama. In the stage, u r not u, u r the actor in the script, u have lots of imagination to express urself. In reality, we are not able to act in some characters like gangster, doctor, little girl (as we are adult now)....but in drama we can!! so that i like this very much.

There is no free lunch in this world. To be success you have to pay effort on it. Since i get the character in a drama, i have to sacrifice my time to drama practice even Sunday. I have to do staminal training to maintain healthy and prevent breath out while delivering the speech. My friends laugh when they know that actors also need to do physical training.

I joined drama club until i leaved my secondary school. I am very active in Form 4 only. why? bcos it is the most highlighted year for students in my school.

Distance...The Hardest Things to Maintain a Very Close Relationship

In my opinion, distance is the main important things to maintain a very close relationship. A good friend may become a stranger if both of their distance is far away and if both of them do not have the intention to keep in touch then this friendship will become colourless. A relationship need both of the party to contribute times and intention to do. Even friendship also need some time to build up.

Distance is a transparent "killer" for a relationship. No matter it is friendship or loveship, distance will be the factor to both of them to maintain a close realtionship. Human being is hot-blood, we need a physical body to comfort us.

Besides that, intention among themselves is important to maintain close relationship. Human are emotional, relationship is easily breakable like glass or colourless.

Like i and one of my good fren, after she further study to Australia, we are less contact. Although we can meet online but we seldom chat. Maybe she is busy or maybe she might not have mood to talk. Our distance is further no matter physically or mentally. However, she keeps remember me when she is back. She will ask me to hang out, bring me Australia's product. Our chat topic become less. Maybe the lifestyle between us is totally different and she is a quiet person. What I trying to say is our relationship not as close as during the secondary school. I remember that in previous time... although we are in same school but different class (after a year same class), we keep contact in writing letter to each other to talk about our recent life and so on. Maybe somebody thought we are so stupid to write letters to each other while you can see each other everyday in school. But i enjoyed the process and the time i received the letter from her. It is so nice somebody still keep contact with letter. Letter~~many people nowadays lazy to write letters. So i am so lucky still can receive letter but now no more. :(

Time is also a factor. Busy lifestyle cause people busy on the current works, people, money and other material things. So people may eager to find and reach what they desire and forget about the relationship among people no matter family, spouse, or friends.

David vs Lily

David is president's son. He is tall, fair and handsome. He has two brothers and his brothers has married. Unfortunately, he was forced by his father to marry a girl who is never seen before. Lily, is the girl whom married with. Lily is a pretty gal too. David is a good man, he knows the girl is not willing to marry with him although David is very rich. He respect Lily. Lily knows that his father is going to die and the most chances is David is going to be the future President of that company. Although David is the person who inherit the wealth, Lily still not sastify with her marriage. She is not that kind of gal who is crazy about the money. She knows this is her fate so she has to accept David as her husband. She felt so becos her marriage is not based-on love.

Day after day, two "strangers" knows each other better. Lily helps David a lot in his career. They become the best partner.
One day, David ask, "will you love me since a few month we have gone?"
Finally, Lily say,"Yes, i will love you as much as I can."

Happy ending finally...